So much to do!! at 2:41 PM

Life's been a whirlwind as of late.

I think my biggest struggle is finding out whether I am capable of doing the things I know I need to do, or to pray for strength. Praying seems practical and Biblical. But I feel bad putting the brunt of the work on God when I know it's my own laziness that's keeping me from getting things done.

So then. Today I got some stuff done, mailed some EP's, trying to keep track of finances...played in Long Island on monday, waiting for my next acting gig...or for my Law and Order episode to air.

(Half of me doesn't really care, and the other half is curious which shots they kept.)

I didn't get to send any of the problems I wanted to last week (in reference to beating rock climbing problems in central park...) It rained. the 5th time in a row!! hah



We went to MHPC rock gym and i got to flash a pretty rough, but sweet v5, I feel like I am improving.

Improving...That's all we can do!

I've been pretty desperate to create a tune lately that can match the series of feelings and emotions that flood through my brain every morning. It's really hard. What's probably even harder are finding the right words to match the music.

I'll show you what I got when It's out. It's weird.

this year has been epic. for real.

so much work is piling up on me, I am now trying to take it one step at a time to relieve that.

Of course going back to school in the fall will probably make it a lot harder...

but I truly am really excited to see what's in store for the rest of the year.


Maybe my second biggest struggle is keeping in mind that I cant linger on to the past and say, "WELL BACK IN THE DAY I ACCOMPLISHED (SUCH AND SUCH)!!"

I need to have a current, present testimony.

It's not what I have done, nor what I will do...

Rather, What am I doing...right now?

And that's why I laugh when i log on twitterberry on my phone.

It asks me that same overlying theme of 2009.